it all happens on monday!

hi all, bad news....they are takeing my internet, cable and phone away so i wn't be here for while...and i won't have anyone to talk to either, which is something i need desprately...

i have been going troguht some strong serious stress and talking to people makes me feel a lot better, i have been crying at leaste once a day if not more...i am not eaing right...i can sleep, ihave bad head aches and stomache pains...i am passing blood occasionaly...i worry about to many of my frineds and i hate disappointin those who need me...


which i feel is happening alot. i think im getting a bad case of depression, i dont want to draw much anymore, or go anywhere, or do much i just want to be left alone on somethings, i get tired of the yelling and argueing between the rooms i hear in my home...


its not the best time for me right now and they are takeing the only things that matter most to away from me...contact with my friends and loved ones....

i won't be seeing your beautiful artworks for awhile and i probably wont beuploading any time soon, i love you all so much and its only going to be a little while before i can speak to you all again


sorry for the sdepressing messages....and so many to read lately...and all the deviations...drawing calms me down